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October 08 081007-Last post hereHey ppl...I think moz of u noe tt I hv alr opened a new blog on Blogger liaox...opened it since July...but juz wanna let everyone noe abt it here, so yepps...this will b my very last post on this blog...
Here's e my new blog's URL:
As i hv mentioned above, I will nt b updating on this blog any longer aft this post...but I will still keep it up so tt u fellas can read my old posts...do feel free 2 continue leaving comments if u wish 2...
So ppl, do visit my new blog!  N tag there too! July 27 270707-LostAft gg on a high of winning 3 things in a row, many unlucky things have befallen me again...it's always lyk tt...I think I'm kinda "cursed". Dun wanna talk abt it here.
NYP has now blocked MSN Live Spaces, so now I can't blog in sch -.- (I'm blogging frm somewhere else other than sch now).
Nth much 2 say.
Had Kendo Club Annual General Meeting on Wed. Had 2 leave a lil early 4 Comm Skills II common test, but I fin e paper in abt 1 h, then went back 4 e meeting.
We now hv a new committee...here it is:
Congrats 2 all
 .May b starting a new blog on Blogger, but nt too sure yet...but most lykly...dun worry I'll let u ppl noe again if I'm gg 2 start a new one onot .July 17 170707-I'm seeing a lil light...but still...It's been a long one week (or so it seemed 2 me)...man hvn felt any worst than this b4. I mean, dun get me wrong ppl, I'm blaming anybody 4 my misery 4 e past 1 wk, but I've been really feeling damn horrible.
Managed 2 break out of my emo state on Thurs...kinda getting btr now altho I'm still thinking of her. We're still talking but now, it feels kinda strange talking 2 her. I dun mean tt I dun lyk talking 2 her...in fact I really enjoy talking 2 her...but she seems 2 hv become more cold n unfrenly towards me. Am I thinking too much? I really wonder.
O wells...but so much 4 a horrible wk, things gt btr on Fri onwards. On Fri, while hving Drug Dev practical, I gt an SMS frm Kenji Ota sensei...it wuz regarding my Japanese Summer Festival T-shirt design. Guess Wad it said? "Dear Jian Yuan, Congratulation! (sic) Your T-shirt design has been selected. ..." I din read on aft tt cuz I wuz too shocked...cuz finally aft almost 1 wk of misery, sth has gone rite 4 me! YEAH!!!!! Went 2 see Ota sensei 2 get more details on wad I shld do w my designs now that e Japanese Association has selected it.
Had kendo aft tt. Wuz damn tiring...I think it's cuz of e 10 rds of souji at e beginning of training. Juz trained lyk normal lyk tt 4 East-West on Sun.
Sat din do much but cleared up my stuff n started proj etc. Then came Sun...East-West 2007! I woke up at 4.45 am 2 hv breakfast n left e hse at ard 5 am plus...boarded e bus at 6 am lyk tt...zzz shld hv eaten a lil ltr...gt hungry e moment e competition started -.- I wuz placed in team W7 with Selina, Amanda, an SMU guy called Michael n a Japanese guy called Morita Mizuho. I wuz e jihou (2nd player) 4 my team...Amanda senpou (1st player), Michael chuuken (3rd player), Selina fukushou (4th player)n Morita taishou (5th player). We managed 2 scrape thru e rd robin stage w 2 wins out of 2 team matches. I drew noth my rd robin jihou matches 0-0...managed 2 win a hansoku (half pt penalty) in my 1st match.
Then I gt some great news...our team had made it thru 2 e quarters! Yeah! Our q-final match wuz oso pretty lucky...we managed 2 sneak thru by no.of pts scored. Jasmine, Yuyan n Desmond, a guy frm SKC whom I fought agt in e Nat'l C'ships, were in e opposing team. I faced Desmond in my q-final jihou match...managed 2 score frm a hiki-dou at e seath 2 eke out a 1-0 win...man I only knew tt I kiai "DOU!" v loudly, but din noe tt my dou cut wuz so loud tt Josh n Gab cld hear it frm e other side of e dojo...Gab said he heard a loud crack when I hit e dou n he saw 3 white shinpan flags come up (I wuz tagged white then). Man I wuz damn overjoyed seh! my 1st pt in any tournament! WOOOH!!! Amanda had earlier lost her match 1-0, then Michael lost 2 Jasmine 1-0. Selina drew her match w Yuyan 0-0, n it wuz down 2 Morita n his opponent. Thx 2 Morita, hu won 2-0, we drew 2-2 on no. of matches won but advanced on no.of pts scored (3-2). N one of our pts wuz mine!
 We entered e semis. Amanda drew 0-0. I tried my best in my match, but in vain. Did a hiki-gyaku dou...I hit v hard again n there wuz a loud sound n oso kiai-ed "DOU!" v loudly, but din score this time rd
 ...I think it's cuz my zanshin wuz v ugly...body bent too much. So lyk tt my match ended 0-0. Michael drew 0-0 too. Then Selina lost her match 0-1...man tt wuz damn unlucky of her 2 lose! She wuz pretty disappointed aft e whole team match had fin, but we told her tt it wuz nt her fault (tt's e fact). Morita oso drew 0-0 in his taishou match. So there, our East-West journey ended in e semis.Watched e rest of e tournament frm e side. Ltr, I found out tt Yi Wen's team, W6, had knocked out Suresh's team, W1, 2 enter e final! WOAH! I watched e final. I wuz supporting Yi Wen's side. Christine hu wuz in e same team managed 2 score a kote pt...Yi Wen lost a hansoku but in e end drew her match anw. In e end, her team lost.
Then came e long match...21-v-21. Again I supported e West side since I wuz placed in e West side. I cheered esp 4 our NYP n ex-NYP kendokas on our side (Yi Wen, Nasu, Selina, Christine, Liying, Terry, Juline, Suresh...alamak can't rmb hu else liaox). In e end, we won! Then came e prize presenting. Suresh's teamn n my team both gt bronze medals (nt in order of merit)...man it's my 1st time getting a medal in any competition sia! I wuz damn overjoyed n cldnt hide it. Yi Wen's team gt silver. Ltr, Suresh, hu wuz e taishou 4 e West 21-a-side team, lifted e East-West trophy...hahaax he looked lyk e captain of e victorious team lifting e World Cup trophy. Din go 4 ji-geiko aft tt cuz I wuznt feeling too gd. Went 2 KFC aft tt n juz sat there n chatted w Suresh, Josh, Ming Jia n Kian Chew. Went home aft tt by train. Wuz damn tired n went 2 zzz 4 a short while. Then gt up n did some sch stuff, then went back 2 bed.
O wells...had a lot of 1st times in this East-West here:
1st time...
K enuf of East-West. Ytd had no sch. Cleared up some more sch stuff. Then went 4 kendo training...damn sian sia damn lil ppl frm my batch came...none of e girls frm my batch came. We let e juniors hit our men 4 tobikomi men practice n kirikaeshi practice. Ltr during our senior training session, we did e usual stuff...kirikaeshi, tobikomi men, n small men. Hmms I gotta learn 2 open my short legs wider seh...Suresh says tt my ki-ken-tai-ichi's (spirit, sword n body as one) getting btr...only stamping a v lil bit early...so he advised me 2 open my legs wider when doing e fumikomi ashi so tt my tai (body) n ken (sword) will b tgt. Went 2 eat at MOS Burger aft tt. Josh left early, so I juz sat ard n chatted w Gab n Nasu abt some stuff on nutrition...4 once I nv eat alone. Ytd MOS Burger wuz damn quiet...I think it's cuz e girls nv come, so mt much gossiping (hope none of u girls take offence cuz I dun mean anything offensive. If u feel offended in any way, juz simply leave a comment ot let me noe in any other way. Thx.) Poor Jasmine wuz all alone until Selina they all came back frm 7-11...hahax Jasmine if u're reading this, I understand how u feel...I noe wad it feels lyk 2 b alone...cuz I may b walking down e path of life all alone at this rate I'm gg...
Wells...at least, 4 e 1st time in tt wk, sth has gone rite 4 me...
But still, it cannot compensate 4 my broken heart...my heart is still bleeding as heavily as b4...dunno if it wull eva heal onot...
Gtg...getting busy liaox...hv lotsa projs 2 do n hv 2 study 4 Basic Pharmaco II test this Fri...n exams r juz less than a mth away...so gotta really start chionging liaox... July 10 100707-</3Breaking my heart is very easy, but mending it is impossible...so is letting you go. July 05 050707-Time to chiong...Woah...it's been a stressful few wks seh! Common test juz finished last wk n it wuz only for 1 wk, but it felt lyk 1 mth...sian every day hv 2 study up 2 5 or 5.30 am, then 8 am hv 2 wake up lerx...gotta improve a lot on my time mgmt.
Still e same as b4...gg thru lotsa emotional ups n downs (more downs). Seriously, I'm very confused now...esp common test juz fin n i hvn had enuf rest...but now recovering hahax.
Haix...I still nid 2 learn how 2 control my feelings...can't let myself show until lyk tt nite (those at MOS burger on tt Mon nite during e 2nd wk of study break shld noe)...but really, I cldnt stand it anymore tt nite...I had enuf tt time...ppl...I really mean no harm ok?
Had a kendo bbq on Sat evening...wuz quite ok but I found it pretty sian. Din eat much but played some games...a lil football, then played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" w JY, Gab, Josh, JJ, Alina, Hami, Nasu n a lot more other ppl. Lolx e forfeit wuz truth or dare sia...I kena truth 1st, but they ask me sth nth much one lolx. Hahahahahax JJ had 2 do a sexy dance by e lamp post while Josh did e same thing except he did it in front of Amanda (junior)...Gab had 2 run 2 a tree lyk some mad retard lolx. O yea, n Nasu did a Gatsby walk too! He evn go touch his hair sia lolx..."I...CAN GIVE YOU GATSBY...GATSBY...GATSBY..." LOLX. Ltr, we played juz simply truth or dare. I kena 2nd time n had 2 do a dare...wtf I had 2 do a sexy dance to a tree! -.- Bo bian anyhow do in e end...hv 2 b sporty nia (altho I can't dance 4 nuts). Found out a few secrets frm truth or dare, but i ain't gonna say it out here. Wanted 2 stay at e pit overnight but ltr Josh did sth by accident n JJ started telling us some scary stories which freaked e shit outta everybody, esp e 4 of us staying (me, JY, Gab n Hami). So in e end e 4 of us go 2 e 24h Mac go there play chess n talk cock hahahax...went home only at 5 am plus lyk tt.
Oso had grading a few wks ago...okok lorx jumped frm 6th kyu to 4th kyu. Gab oso jumped frm 6th to 4th kyu. E biggest jump wuz made by Yi Wen...7th kyu to 3rd kyu seh! I'M REALLY IMPRESSED MAN! Josh oso jumped frm 6th kyu to 3rd kyu; MK frm 5th to 2nd kyu. Most of e jrs gt 7th kyu...only a small no gt 8th kyu n 6th kyu. Ah wadeva...congrats 2 everyone 4 this grading, esp Yi Wen, Josh n MK! We'll gambatte tgt 4 e nxt grading k?
Juz went 2 Jo's place ytd...man hvn seen him since last yr man...he looks a lil diff now, w thick longer hair. Wanted 2 play a lil football but changed our minds. We juz stayed in his rm, listen 2 music n use his comp n talk abt gals, lyk wad type of gals we lyk etc. Oso talked abt our sec sch times n our sec sch frens...lolx found out tt I'm nt e only emo fella now...gt someone evn more emo than me sia lolx.
Left tgt at ard 7 pm lyk tt...Jo had 2 go 4 some church meeting at Jalan Kayu area, so I took bus 163 tgt w him. We continued chatting while waiting 4 e bus. Hmms...both of us hv really changed since sec sch...all I used 2 talk abt w him wuz football, football n more football...but now we hv moved on frm tt 2 something more common n mature...hahax. Man...really wun noe wad wld I hv become if I din hv a great fren lyk Jo...hey man if u're reading this, thx 4 all u've told me n done so far bro! N thank God tt I hv such a gd fren!
Alrighty...I've some stuff 2 do now...will b back again...I hope I hv cleared up some misconceptions abt me in this entry...do feel free 2 leave any comments.
Btw...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DADDY! |
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